About me

some notes :3



"My head hurts. It burns and my brain feels like it's melting and trying to escape from my ears. I can't do this anymore.i don't want to go to school or study i want to be out in the middle of a forest just enjoying a nap on a tree. Just me the trees, grass, insects and spiderwebs.i don't want to use my tired arms for writing i want to use them for climbing trees and collecting flowers.i don't wanna use my legs to sit all day. I want to walk around looking through the trees. I don't want to be surrounded and spoken to.i want to be alone speaking to myself with no one to watch or judge.my mind can't take it I'm tired i want it to end i don't want to memorize numbers and words i want to memorize the names i give to the insects or animals i see.i don't want to see my family i want to see the sun diving into the clouds.i don't want to use my tears for sadness, guilt and other's judgmental words i want to cry from happiness or getting dust in my eye."





"The sting of knife meeting flesh is more comfortable than a pitiful embrace"



"but still the bird flies in the cage... thinking it is free by the cause of living in the cage unaware by what lies outside.birds are similar to humans now controled by higher status we build keeping us in that cage and feeding us by bowl and hydrates us with bottles that fills us with chemicals likewise birds we fill with the same chemicals to fill our selfish desires. the real cage is what's in our head."





"My life was over before it all began"